Today was a day of learning and stretching. I attended a craft fair, not as a customer but as a crafter. I should also add that I have never attended craft fairs as a customer. I have been knitting scarves for a few years. On a whim, I entered a craft fair at out church. I was sure I would fail. I would come home having spent six hours at a craft fair with nothing more than I had when I started. I would be a failure. I got there only to find that others had set up last night. I got there ten minutes before it started. Not a great start to a day. As I looked around, I saw other tables with brightly covered tables, and there is mine with nothing more than the scarves adorning on the table. I had no idea, before today, how much money I should take with me to make change for the customers. I have to confess, I felt very discouraged. But God reminded me that I can make it a learning experience. So what did I learn? I learned that I make scarves that are as good, if not better than some other people’s scarves. That’s not bragging, that’s the truth. I know because I casually walked around and eyed the competition, and others came up complementing the workmanship. I also learned that I need to make the table appealing and arrive earlier to put the time into making a better presentation. I thank God that he gives us learning experiences. Yes, I could have spent the day defeated because I did not measure up to other crafters, or I could figure out what I can do better for next time. I tend to analyze (I’ll let you decide which I did). It was not a failure if I learned and I still sold some scarves, not all of them but some of them. God specializes in taking over when I trust him. He provided buyers for the scarves. Thank you God for many times over the years when I have had learning experiences.
As I was driving home today, I passed a person walking on the side of the road. Since it was cold, and snowy, I thought I should stop and offer the person a ride. As I drove on by, I was irritated with myself for not stopping. I could have and should have but I didn't. Why? I was scared! Maybe that wouldn't bother you, but I'm willing to bet there are things that make you afraid. It may be snakes or spiders that send the ticker into overdrive. Or maybe it's your job and finances that keep you up at night when you should be resting. Then again perhaps it's relationships that consume your thoughts and energy. As followers of God, we know that we are told not to be afraid. Yet we often are afraid despite everything we know. As I was driving away from a missed opportunity, I began thinking about what it is that makes us afraid. I honestly am not sure what it is that causes us to be afraid when we should be bold, but I
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